Cinco de What a shitty day

Today, the world lost a child well before his time. Jacob Randal Lawson died in Springfield Missouri with his momma by his side. Jacob was a transplant recipient (heart) who would have been 4 in August. Rejection came in fast and strong and there was nothing anyone could do for him. It is a very sad day here in the Momma house. Constant worry and fear of who will be next. I cannot think that way but it is difficult.

Today it takes......

Prayers

Takes Patience

As the parent of a 12 year old tween, I have learned that it takes patience. Can someone please tell me why it is my fault as a parent (according to a 12 year old) when she PLAGIARIZES and gets caught and gets an F? Do I remove all of her friends from the component? She has already lost entertainment... I am at my wits end. I guess if anyone could answer that question, they would be rich.. Damn it is not me... 

So this is my first BLOG Yikes

I plan on using this blog as my own personal journal through life. Someone may come across it and enjoy reading it, and it may just stay my personal venting space. Not everything that I post is going to be bright and shiny, because who am I kidding, I am only one person that can only do so much with what I have. With that being said...

It Takes Time... Time to know a person, time to learn, time to grow, time to become the person that you are going to be. It takes patience knowing that others my point out the faults that you may have no matter how minuscule they seem be. The little things no longer matter. it is the bigger picture. I have moved on from the little only to focus on the big. Big being happy healthy and ready to live for today.